i cant fall asleep
so ive been thinking of ways to fall asleep.
and now, im no longer sure how i used to fall asleep.
i've forgotten how to fall asleep.
How do i fall asleep?
How do i make my way into slumberland?
when you stop and think about it,
what is sleep?
when we close our eyes, we're just shutting our eyelids.
our eyeballs are still darting around.
its completely dark, but thats because we're looking at the inside of our eyelids.
it doesnt mean we're asleep
to prove it, if you close your eyes during the day, its completely red.
what do i do with my eyeballs if i want to fall asleep?
should i just stare at the inside of my eyelids?
or should i look up?
what do i do?
did i look up?
did i look down?
i dont know what to do with my eyeballs!
and do we breathe with our mouths when we sleep?
or with our noses?
or do we breathe in through our mouths and out through our noses?
or do we breathe in through our noses and out through our mouths?
should i cross my arms?
should i leave them at my sides?
outside the covers?
inside the covers?
how should the pillow be placed?
face-up?
face-down?
where do we come from?
where are we going?
whats beyond the edge of the universe?
was it this difficult to fall asleep?
did we go through such an ordeal every night?
what is sleep again?
i feel more and more awake.
what do i do?
at this rate, i'll never fall asleep for the rest of my life.
what do i do?
don't use your head.